Self harm, Cuts deep but the pain feels so right.
This is really ironic, but your blog has kept me alive and inspired me to start my own depression/self harm blog. Thank you for everything you do. ♥

Thank you so much beautiful one. I hope you are well and smiling xxx

Hey honey. Miss you. How have you been?

Hello my love.
I have been very up and down lately. It has been a bit of a struggle but I’m still clean and kicking on.
How are you?
Miss you too x

TW: Just remember..

If you are struggling in recovery, sitting alone with your thoughts. Wondering how you got to this point, how you could even let yourself cross your own limits. If you’re haunted everyday, followed by that darkness. Just remember.
There are people who are just like you. Everywhere.
And to the people who aren’t struggling with all of that, remember that also. The junkie who when he needs to go get regular blood tests, because he has to live with the fact he could have gotten HIV from needles. When he gets the blood test it reminds him everytime of what he did to get to that place. The needle going into his skin.
The self harmer, who can never look at a kitchen knife the same when making dinner, can’t shave their legs without seeing the blade, who wears their battles and demons on their skin forever. To deal with the constant wondering eyes up and down your arms from strangers, and all the questions, judgement for just trying to survive.
The alcoholic who’s body cannot start in the morning without a drink. Dealing with all the stereotypical bullshit.
Food addicts.
Sex addicts.
Love addicts.
Tabasco addicts.
Caffeine addicts.
Drug addicts.
Be nice to those around you. Those who are struggling open your heart to those who understand. And those who aren’t, open you heart and love. Be there for each other. At the end of the day we are born with nothing and we will die with nothing. Love. Just love.

Far too many people are looking for the right person, instead of trying to be the right person.
Gloria Steinem (via aurelle)


i finished my christmas list i can’t wait

  • $ 1,000,000 in cash
  • boyfriend
  • the souls of those who have displeased me this year
  • another boyfriend in case my other one escapes
  • money




Just some of the reasons I spend half my life on the computer.

This is why I hate the stereotype of the Internet and people on the Internet. This is exactly why I love the Internet. Society needs to realize this.

Second gif down! the chick with the curly hair, who is she!?!?

Let them miss you. Sometimes when you’re always available, they take you for granted because they think you’ll always stay.
Anonymous (via sotypicalme)


i need some physical affection and 3 bottles of vodka